im not really sure what to do

I am not really sure as to what to blog about. It seems the main topic seems to be war. I think there is a certain mysticism to war, I can only imagine the effect of facing your own death, or the futility of what you consider to be your life, and having war as means to justify your life. War as a purpose...and for someone,mainly those disenfranchised and oppressed as a grassroots movement and a life cause. I think that there is a concious selling of war by the media, and the cost of lives in the name of a ideal is not new, however, there are people out there who conciously oppose war,sometines at the cost of their lives. we are all looking for a cause, whether it be war or something perhaps not as insidious and life and soul destroying, but the search for a cause, in my opinion is innate. In my own life, i would much rather strive for a cause that nourishes not destroys the spirit.